Dammit, 'Love Story' is such a freaking good song. I'm sitting there, listening to the damn song going "awwwww".
On the other hand, I've listened to both Calle Ocho and Single Ladies about twenty times a day for the last three or four days. I've even stooped to the level of trying to dance to Single Ladies and going whoa-uh-oh, uh-uh-oh over and over.
I should state that I am finally getting the clarity in my life that I have so far lacked in many respects. There are some that are not so clear, and many that are unwanted. I've learned that no amount of control can cover up the truth: no matter how much Spock conceals them, he still has emotions. Occasional bouts of alcohol tend to give clarity to one.
I am at war in my options though. Before I was fighting reality, and now for the first time, I see that I am able to direct my destiny. It's hard for me to deside what direction to take, because all directions will leave some people unhappy and others happy. All of my choices I have leave negative consequences. There are no victories here, and that's disturbing.
This is one of the reasons why it's soon time to leave home. As soon as I am able, I am determined to do it, because the influence m family has on these decisions is perhaps a little too powerful.
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Ray, I wish I was there dancing Single Ladies and singing "Love Story" with you...It's weird because I've had those songs stuck in my head too!
I'll be back for another year...I'll catch the bus to Colorado Springs to see you if I have to, lol.
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