UGH

I think I might be dying. Something about my heart is still fucked up, but I wore my Holter monitor, had my echo done, etc. and now I need to go in on Monday to have the doctor tell me what the hell is wrong with me. Based on what I saw on my echo and how the symptoms match up, I have two guesses, first, mitral valve prolapse, second would be a heart rhythm disorder caused by something.

My last two days have been absolutely terrible. Yesterday, because I felt like shit all day, tired, wornout, all kinds of heart shit, whatever. Today is all the pounds of stress heaped on me. I've already worked three hours in the lab and I probably have about that much left to go tonight, at least. Tomorrow is going to be a bitch too, I have a meeting that'll last all morning, and then I probably have about 4-5 hours of lab work to go through. Friday=about the same.

Sunday is going to be disasterous. I am probably going to have 120 samples to run (at least, maybe as many as 200), and then on top of that, I have to update the ENTIRE Cryo log system, which equals 8 racks * 10 boxes *25 positions= 2000 updates to make in a computer.

I have a meeting in ten minutes that may make me pull my hair out.

By the way, I have this French final tonight that I need to do. I was hoping to do it earlier today, but that's not happening. FUCK.

The only bit of good news I have:
January 21-February 12. Mark it. Ray's going, for sure, no turning back, plane ticket bought, to IRELAND.