I think today I officially ruined all chances of me ever doing anything successful with my life. Basically I have fucked myself over, and now I'm 99.9999999% certain that I will not be able to get into any graduate school, and thus I will be forced to work as a lab slave until the day I fucking croak---which may be pretty soon, as when I get as depressed as I am right now, I tend to stop eating. This trend will probably continue through the remainder of this week.

Bye-bye hopes and dreams.